light is dark, hot is cold, good is bad?
yesterday is now today (it happened yesterday morn)
the time-space continuum sprung a leak and I fell into it drowning in specious stuff until I surfaced on a remote desert islands somewhere.
I am trying to give you my impression of how I feel. perhaps I should miss out entire sentences then you may have some idea.
The past is near. the future told of death and of taxes and pensions.
no reason to live, to get out of bed, nothing for, only against.
rusty pennies, I am going that way, if I let myself.